F1

My virgin experience at the Singapore Grand Prix yesterday was awesomely boring and I know I am definitely NOT A MAN INSIDE or at least i think i am still a gay man.  I was given two bay grandstand tickets thanks to Tim whos working in the tracks! I took Charlotte out (i know right, of all people..) We thought it would be cool to be like at F1 but.. obviously we had no interest as we took our time to meet, dinner and walking over to the tracks lol. But we were like aww oooh when we saw the fireworks and I felt like crying. I dont know, stop questioning my sexuality.

We wanted to check out the new club Avalon to once again, be cool but it was too expensive to be cool and the area was awesomely crowded and I think i was grouchy because my thighs were fucking painful because intensive personal training, I had problems going up and down the stairs and my legs gave way like 3 times yesterday.

So we end home. ( I made some effort to be cool and less domesticated)

Anwyay I had Someone like you by Adele stuck in my head. Randomly but yes earworm.

I heard that you’re settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday it was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over, yeah.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
“I’ll remember”, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

I dont know. How do you find someone like someone? (I can’t use you here before I am accused of) It totally defeats the purpose of moving on, forgetting? I doubt you will find anyone’s that similar and that of course you don’t exactly love that replica but just using her to satisfy your unforgettable love which is unfair and imagine your replica says: you dont love me. and then yeah it hits you. But I still love Adele!!!! She rocks my soul and she is zomg only 23 years old WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING. I should be in USA picking fruits traveling take pictures having fun on the road. But I am stuck in this big industrial park…

A perfect song will be by Jewel – Fragile heart

If u want my heart
U have 2 promise not 2 tear it apart
‘Cause my heart
Has been hurt a lot
And it always seems
Love is not sweet, like in dreams
Something falls through
But I don’t want that 2 happen 2 me and u

So be
Careful, warning
Fragile heart

Last Saturday
We ate dinner at your parents’ place
Last Saturday, u said
How u feel will not go away
Well, all the fishes in the sea
Could not be happier than me

Only fools believe that
Nothing changes, nothing leaves
But I need 2 believe that we at least
Will have some dignity
‘Cause everything changes
Nothing stays the same
But that’s no excuse 2 be casual
Or 2 place the blame
U have 2 be careful with me

This song is ACCURATE. ’nuff said.

 

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